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A Fatal Attraction to Cuteness
Just had to vent and confess.

I spent all day shopping and preparing for last night. Spent good effort on my make up and for what? To be a ghetto ractchet mess?? No. I'm upset with Tiffany for be so embarrasing. You are a grandmother and should be acting like a lady. We go into the restaurant (which was underwhelming) they were rude to servers and we didn't know what was going on.

Premiah gets there about an hour late and seperates herself. We stay at the table cause food is coming. So our groups are seperated. Honestly the beginning of girl drama. I'm soooo not used to girl drama. Haven't been in that mess since high school and I thought I left it all behind. We finish eating and I go to see Premiah. She wanted to know what we were saying at the table and why we didn't come in. You could tell she was upset and I didn't want that. I told her were underwhelmed with the setting and mostly waiting for her which we shouldn't have done. She should've been there. She said we could bar hop but no one was feeling that. The energy was just not mixing.

Phylicia and I go next door and when we come out Stacey and her ratchet rude friend are already in the car about to leave. I asked her if she told Premiah what was going on and she said yeah she told Premiah. I honestly didn't want to go to some hood ass club but I also didn't really wanna stay to wait for night that had no direction. It was a mess. Phylcia says she wants to go home and I think that sounds like a good idea. I ask Bobby to pick me up.

At this point I'm relieved to go home but I also feel bad. I wouldn't want people to do this to me on my birthday but I would like it to be more organized as well. I like planning and I like to know what going on. I was concerned for Premiah.

At home...

About an hour into me being at home, Premiah calls me. She wants to know where we're all at. I said I went home. Appearently things atarted picking up, people are drunk and she says that its a blast. Im glad shes having a good time. I kinda regretted leaving at that point but not really. I've been working 3 weeks straight. I haven't had a lot of time off. I think my heart wasn't as into it as I'd like. Plus that morning I could feel the beginning of a cold a brewing. I need to chill and I need to rest.

I woke up this morning still feeling bad. Regretting not staying but also just regretting my part. Not speaking up more and not being as much as individual as I could have. I'm dissapointed in my coworkers and friends. I'm dissapointed in my expecations. Plus I feel like I say too much and try to be on everyones good side too often. It feels like I'm playing the fence. I just really don't like feeling like people are mad at me. I gotta get over that. Ugh. Well I guess I'm just going to feel bad for a lil while but I'll get over it too. I care too much sometimes. But I know how I'd feel and thats how I operate. I go by how I'd like to be treated, But like I said, I expected something different and just decided to call it night.
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I told him. I told him that I'm not up for anything romantic. He took it well. I'm sure if I spoiled something for him but I was honest. Hopefully I was going further than he thought cause that would've been embarrasing.

I do however feel kinda bad but thats just me. I always feel some kind regret after I do something. Mostly because I over think everything. Its my problem but I'm coping.

Anywho, did my orientation.....Jesus. Money is the word. For now I'll just be taking 2 classes which equal 7 hours. 7 hours is all I can afford. But I'm not trying to prove anything. I'm excited though. I can get back to school and be much more focused which is how I feel and want to continue to feel. Lets just cross our fingers and hope that it all sorts itself out.

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Your Birthdate: April 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.

Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true

Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid

Your power color: Silver

Your power symbol: Square

Your power month: April
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Obe was such a good sport about this. Didn't whine a bit and posed beautifully...maybe because he couldn't move.





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To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream, signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also be seen as phallic and thus symbolize dangerous and forbidden sexuality. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive changes.

...hmm wonder if Jenni is the snake. Please dont let this be work related, but most likely it will be. Better watch my step.

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Damn what a weekend!!

I just gotta say that Friday was the best Friday I've had in a long long time.
Oh to be young and in California.

So...

We've been planning this day for like 2 weeks and when I say "we" I mean me and Sarah.

So we start the day off by by going to OB but at first gotta pick up some munchies. Anywho, we make it to the beach, the only people that are there are me and Sarah, some families and surfers. In like 20 minutes or so, the sun comes out and we are browning. LOL So good. Occasionally we'd take phone pics of our boobies and try to get the best shots we could. But it was fun and we managed to get the best sun for about 2-3 hours so heck yeah. Ate, talked, fried, laughed, slept, chilled. Everything we deserved after weeks of working.

After that we did all lil boutique shoppin down the strip. And I must say OB has taken the place of PB. Such cute shit. Just when we thought we saw it all, we'd see another shop. We got just what we needed for out night too so it was all good.

Took an hour and a half to depart and get ready for our posh night. Green is my new color. LOL.

We meet again and in so many words, we were hot. Oh yeah baby, you know you want us. HA HA. Sarah was the golden girl of the night.

Made our way downtown for dinner at....blah blah La Strada. Eat some great food and fantasize about the Italian waiter who is a dead ringer for Mark Wahlberg in his side profile. Damn he had a nice ass.

We eat, we chat, I try to hide my food stains, Sarah gets silent every time the waiter passes by, LOL. But it was great. Next time we should try the Indian resturant.

After that we go to URBN, check around the store, look at books and so and so forth. When we get out fill we head over to the theatre early. Almost left cause the lines for The Island were fricken crazy. But thank goodness it was for that movie and not Willy Wonka.

Eat some bon bons, switch shoes (thank you for that Sarah) and wait for out movie to show.

Movie starts, we watch it, we love it. GO SEE WILLY WONKA EVERYBODY. Johnny is fuckin riot. I love him. I'd do with that hat on.

"Good morning starshine, the Earth says hello!"

After the great movie ends we head on out to walk downtown. But first we must end our night with chocolate strawberries. Thank you Sarah, they were delicious. ;)

We walk around downtown some more and experience the street scene at night. MAN...how much does it suck to be 19. LOL. No but seriously, how bad did we wanna be 21? I dont wanna drink man! I just wanna dance up on some hot guy! Is that so wrong?! Dancing is not illegal. So we had to enjoy it from the outside.

Oh well, we were still hot and were hollerd at because of it. Anywho, we'll have our night soon enough and we'll kill it.

To sum it up. I had an awesome day. Every girl should have one like that and the best way to experience it, is with her best friend. Right on!



.....Went to the comic con yesterday. Walked around. Saw some fun, wierd, cool stuff...like I see every year. But none the less I had a good time too.

OH AND GUESS WHO I MET? Angela from Boy Meets World! HAHA! I freakin love that show! I also saw the girl from Bring It On and Marissa Ramirez. I also met Brandon Small (the creator of Home Movies). Oh and I bought sme art books by Olivia.

I LOVE THIS PICTURE....



How hot is that?

In a nutshell, my weekend was kick ass.

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